Re: the truth of what you said sent chills down my spine

Hello everyone,
I've been reading a lot websites lately concerning NDE's, i guess in an effort to try to understand my religion, faith, life, etc. better. I am born a muslim and somehow I feel uncomfortable about the way islam has been manipulated in such a way that it seems like a harsh religion, not just by non- muslims but by muslims themselves. Often, I feel as if "punishment" is illustrated more vividly then "reward." Or maybe it it just the way i look at it at this moment because I am more concerned or aware of my actions. And lately I've been tryin to look at other perspectives of religion, and NDE's have really put me in this new track of thinking. Naturally I understand that there are many things that i will understand because these expriences are quite personal and hold the most meaning to those experiencing them, but i guess my curiosity is getting the best of me, I only hope that with time, I understand and believe more. Especially since lately ive been trying to become less judgemental and "resentful" towards others and things in general. I am a capricorn, and though i don't follow zodiac signs devoutly i do take the traits into consideration. I am incredibly pessimistic, though i do not give the air of it. Anyhow i am sure i've bored you all. I guess what I'm trying to ask is, what are your views of "hell" ( somehow i think it may be some sort of "personal" hell that a spirit may experience, depnding on how far "they developped spiritually")
I dont know if this forum still exists but i sure hope so
bye yall!!!