Sometimes... I beleive I need to expereince a NDE. My body suffers everyday from chronic illnesses, some in which can't be treated. Sometimes I want to reach into my body and pull my Soul out... and go home... I'm never comfortable in this body. Never. And all I really want to do is go home. Sometimes I'll ask myself "Where is home? I keep having this longing to go 'home', but where is home, anyway?"