Re: Hello/lapis

Yeah. I kinda know what you're talking about here. But sometimes I think I've just gotten stuck in the tornadoe of change. My belief system has radically changed - I no longer trust anyting associated with BIG money and the gov't creeps me out. Most people are "asleep" blindly trusting in existing structures as if they were sacred and not man-made. Nothing is as it seems. I know Lyme is most likely a bio warfare weapon gotten loose. Who did this and why are questions I can only guess at now.

Many many doors have not opened for me and I struggle to find my place. I would love to be an artist of some sort and live among others in a creative free-thinking environment. I have felt called do work with suffering children hurt by the establishment of lies. But not sure how to do this? I feel I can no longer be part of the "system" as I can only see it's flaws now. I want to write about all that I've learned yet am unsure where to begin.

So you think I have Lyme disease?

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