Hi, sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time. I don't know where you live but if you can get hold of some castor oil, it is worth trying Castor oil packs for the pain. I know you may think if the pain is really bad that something like an oil pack will not touch it, but when I have been in bad pain this has helped. Run a search and you will find how to make/use Castor oil pack. I have endo and I think there is always an underlineing reason as to why its there. In my case I think that it is down to years of Candida and bad digestion, so this is what I am consertrating on now.