I have finally decided

That I will go there as soon as I can :)

I had a bunch of dreams during that time I posted this too - during the last wavespell I had. In one dream I asked how old I would be when I get to there, and it said '22'.

Whatever 'it' was; I don't know, but it was safe there and everything was awesome. Funny enough... lots of stuff is supposed ot happen in the US after 2008 (when I turn 22). One of them is there is supposed to be a stricter border crossing rule and no one will be able to cross at all: or something like that. I forgot the rest, but I see them coming anyway.