Re: High school reunion

Glad to hear from you. Yes, I have really learned a lot from you, in retroflection. The biggest thing for me, is trusting my own messages and how I receive information. I have definitely gained confidence in this area since becoming involved with you and this forum. I realize how I get information about a dream, person, situation, thought it was so insignificant, then it turned out to be accurate. So I am speaking up more now, if it is appropriate. ANd most of the time the person responds very positively to the information.

Anyway, I offer you my encouragement and friendship. I have been going through a rough spell myself. I actually think it is trying to clear some very deep aspects. I have had incredible insight to my psyche the last several weeks. Did I ask for this? haha, I really think they are trying to be transformed at a deep level. I think I just get sad cause I am/was so hard on myself. Why can't I just accept and love myself? But I am in communication with this aspect, thank goodness, and others that seem to be hypervigilant, judgemental and controlling. I have learned so much.

In fact, I love your suggestion for Anthony to dialogue with the guard aspect. More ideas for me! For example, I recently thought I have many aspects/voices that speak to me (in my head). Like sometimes it's judgemental (ego?) and other times it's mad and afraid and lashes out(wounded inner child?). And mixed in there is the confident loving self that calms everyone down.

I was doing non-dominant hand writing recently and noticed how my left (non-dominant) can reflect my higher self talking to my right, ego self. I have been taught to do this once before but I thought of it more as my loving inner child self. This time the left was in a place of a bit more maturity in addressing the issues. It was quite amazing. It seemed that both could write honestly and not get their identities confused. Weird

Take care
Lori