Re: Toy store dolls/crimes and games

Hi Janaki!

When I read the first part about 'storing your (INNER!) Barbie' away in a cupboard (eeek!) I immediately thought - now THIS is significant! Little did I know the rest of your dream really did focus around these, now plural!, Barbie's kept in the closet...!

How does that feel to you? Barbie's pretty sexy don't ya think? Do you think she would represent something like that to you? A sexual/attractive Ideal perhaps? (you're blonde, too, aren't you?) - and yet here she is locked away in the cupboard - you're not allowed to take her with you - take her INTO you? Then, she multiplies! This has got to be referring to hiding sexual feelings - the feelings are growing - or something like that, ya' think?

This Inner child of yours had willfully (Aries/Mars stuff- hmm - your Chiron - wound that needs to heal - is in Aries - opposite all your Libra planets - so it IS significant - AND Chiron is being activated right now as Jupiter conjoins your Uranus and at the same time opposes your Aries! - didn't see that before - ah - so astrologically it looks like something has happened, or is going to happen that is a bit of a revelation and has to do with personal freedom and healing your wound - through growth and expansion)

Anyway! (sidetrack!) This Inner Child of yours had willfully (this has got to do with your Chiron in Aries being activated so this dream is probably pretty important) taken more of these Barbies (multiplied/growth/jupiter!!) because she WANTED them - SHE wanted them (an aspect of yourself) - as children do...and this had caused some criminal activity (feelings of guilt or not being perfect, correct etc...)

Hmmm...

Interestingly this dream reeeally does seem to mimic the major transit you're experiencing right now - and, to top it off, the Aries/Libra axis lies in the Body & Values/Sex & Transformation house axis. The integration that needs to occur between the Aries/Libra axis is who you are - your SELF and who you are within a Relationship.

You are playing the Game of Life, Janaki - and it's all good, all the experiences - and, possibly, being really truly involved in the game of Life is a little obstacle to returning these dolls - hmmmm....(I feel the dolls must represent your Sexual/2nd Chakra self - interestingly your Aries Chiron wound is in the 2nd Chakra house - house 2!) - Once discovered, perhaps the dolls can't be returned...!?

okay - maybe I rambled and got off-track...

love to you Janaki,
Tracey