Marj...
Hello Marj!
Sorry it has taken me so long to get to your post...
Hmmm...
So...do you believe in Hell??
Since you like to write - maybe you should do some writing on this subject. Ask yourself:
Do I believe in Hell??
If yes, what do I think it is?
If no, why not?
Then just let it all spill out...why do you think you deserve to go to hell? What have you done? Where does your guilt spring from?
Plumb the depths Marj...through writing about this subject you'll shed a whole lotta light on the darkness that you are not aware of, or are denying. The darkness isn't bad, it's just un-en-LIGHT-ened! Bring light and Consciousness into your Subconscious...and after you've written and written and written, honestly...see how you feel and request a positive dream that will point you in the right direction for the healing you need.
I hope this helps some!
**you are NOT going to hell!**
much love, Tracey