Pregnant dream with twins

Hello all,

My health has gone drastically down hill, I have LYME
and it has returned. It is my lungs, and had to go back on Antibiotics , but not working that well, and the LYME MD
that I see or is treating me, is off work, due to an operation, and has not returned my calls of desperation.

So, I have some Antibiotics left, they are working so so, but
not enough.... am waiting to hear from him cause I had a few other tests done for other infections, and the results could be a clue to get well. Not sure.

So, for now, treating myself, cause no one else knows how
to really treat lyme. On the net and so on.

DREAM, last night, I dont know if it means anything...

It was about me being pregnant, with twins, and I did NOT want to be pregnant. I had been with a man, and he had left me, something like this... and I was sick when I was with him.
I could not have an abortion, could not bring myself to do this, so was thinking how could I not have the babies...

I then thought of LYME disease, I have it right now, and possibly if I talked to the Dr, I could then have an abortion and not feel guilty about it, cause it would be a medical reason... and if one has lyme they can and many do, pass it on to their child at birth.

I REALLY did not want to have the babies, that was a strong point to the dream. I then had some people visit from Italy or Greece, or something like this, and they bought me a sweater, a nice wool one...

ALSO, the pregnancy test results were a big thing... it was a white sheet of paper, and told me I had twins...

I think, could it mean, that I have double LYME disease now?
Or could it mean that I picked up a bacteria from travelling years ago... cause I had near died when I was travelling...
and the Greek Dr saved my life, gave me some pills to take...
dont remember why I had gotten sick back then, just took the pills and got well, but later on... have deteriorated.
Got sick in Greece at the age of 24, now am 38.

I HAD a bacteria, show positive from GREECE, it was called Brucella Abortus, maybe this is why i dreamed of these dark women, possibly to tell me I got a bacteria in Greece? not sure, maybe that is why I was pregnant, pregnant possibly from a BACTERIA that I picked up sexually? That is why I dreamed of that man... in my dream.

A Medical Dr, here in Canada, had found a bacteria in me called Brucella Abortus, and he would not treat me for it, cause he said it was too low a count. My LYME MD said that sometimes you dont have to treat it, but sometimes it can really make you sick and die!! years later. Slowly kills you. I DONT WANT TO DIE AND am so tired of looking for all the answers :(.

Twins, that means similar, so, maybe the two bacteria I have are similar in nature. Possibly I have Syphillis too, not sure.
Lyme and syphillis are both spirokete bacterias.

I just dont know,

Any thoughts? :)



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