Fascinating reply, Rudy! White Wizard - Mayan Astrology

Hi there!

So...a few things stood out for me. (I loved your post - nice and in-depth)

"While I don’t feel any safety in the future, I want to be a beacon of light for the here & now and let the future find its own way."

That is excellent, Rudy...now I think that maybe you should try and get around that belief that you 'don't feel any safety in the future'...it certainly isn't doing you any good. It's just creating instability in your here and now. Really plumb the depths of that comment, Rudy, to get at the heart of the matter. Ask your self questions. Ask how useful having that belief is to you...what does it actually provide you with? There has to be something that this belief is doing for you.... hmmmmmm.....

If you just take out the first part 'I don't feel any safety in the future' and leave it at 'I want to be a beacon of light for the here and now and let the future find it's own way' - everything gets filled up and super grounded and stable right away. See what I mean? Say the whole sentence and feel what you feel - then just say the 2nd part by itself and see how that feels - what feeeeeels better? Infuse yourself with that gooood feeling....

You KNOW that the future will find it's own way (this is your heart-knowing, too)...and that your being a Beacon of Light is the most important thing...as will go much farther towards creating a positive future than the first comment/belief will.

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"This is my path….I have let go of almost all of my dogma….but some things I can never let go of…."

Letting go of Control is letting go of Control...you don't have to let go of anything else!

"Once you know something …heart knowing…you can never let go…. I learned a lesson about love that can never be un-learned…."

That's beautiful! Letting go of control doesn't mean you have to un-learn your lesson about love...

"I wonder about letting go of control…. How could I let go any more? What is left to let go? I am not sure…."

Rudy, maybe you have already learned that lesson and let go of Control - and maybe you are already aligned with Divine Will! I'll just type out this part from the book so you can see what they mean:

"White Wizard also reveals issues of control and personal power. Look into your life to see how these issues might be manifesting. Do you sometimes feel a need to hold on, to control, to have things your own way? Is your personal will combined with a desire for recognition, approval, status or fame? This society may have rewarded you for functioning from a place of personal power. Many people in this shadow seem calculating and controlling, using their minds without alliance to their hearts. The need for control arises when you feel insecure or no longer connected to that which creates meaning and satisfaction in your life."

Well...I don't think that's you, Rudy! Sounds like you've already let go of control and you've already aligned your personal will with Divine will!

More like:

"White Wizard, The Magician, is a tool of the light, a conduit for the work of Spirit. A wise magician is spontaneous and transparent, allowing magic to come in rather than trying to control it or make it happen. A magician dances the dance of love through offering gifts of freedom to others. This is real magic. Freed from the need to use power to manipulate or control, the magician uses wisdom to manifest liberation and love."

Does that sound right, Rudy???

Cool.

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Because there are parts of the following paragraph that you don't understand...I think it would be verrrry meaningful for you if you printed it out and kept it with you. Read it often and begin to know it...

"As a wise instrument for the Divine, I set myself free of my past and walk into the future NOW. With integrity, I stand in th elight, in alignment with divine will. I know that whatever serves the larger vision also serves me, and I act in alignment with that knowing. I understand that all things are possible, and from that knowledge springs my innate magicianship. In humility, my clear perspective magnifies to include all abilities that appear magical to limited consciousness. I am complete. All of myself dances around the center of my being, in alignment with cosmic consciousness. I stand in unmarred correspondence with the original condition of the light."

Clearly....this is the year when you CAN free yourself from that part of your past that is haunting you, Rudy! It's now....with White Wizard. That's why that sentence is there...

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"Right now my rhythm has been affected by some type electro-magnetic chatter." & "clear perspective - this is not happening now - I am swimming in a sea of chatter"

Listen to this!

"Everyone may be willful from time to time while learning how to align personal will with divine will. In this process, let your heart show you the way. (*isn't this perfect for you and your NDE?!*) Face your insecurities and step into who you truly are - a wise and powerful human being, a magician of living. As you open to divine will, you will naturally resolve issues of personal will and power."

Oh...I actually meant to type out the next paragraph - it has to do with how you're describing your mind right now:

"White Wizard also offers you an opportunity to create allies out of your fears and insecurities. Perhaps you are carrying issues from past lifetimes - deep wounds that create present issues of pain, anger or betrayal. These experiences may be clouding your vision. (*there ya go!*) In order to acquire clear sight, begin to interact with and integrate these shadow teachers. (*the 'enemies' in your war dream??*) The foundation for this integration is creating an ally of fear and a loving acceptance of all aspects of yourself. This heals the underlying structure that supports ego and insecurity. It also quiets the mind and aligns it with the heart, taking you into a space of clarity and self-empowerment."

Can you believe that Rudy!!?? I think it is sooooooo perfect for you right now. What do you think? Does this resonate? It sounds like this year is going to be an amazingly positive transformative experience!

Yip!

love Tracey






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