Thank you for the info. I'm not sure if any of it applies to my situation, but I'll try. I have had hypnotherapy and past life reression done, but the only thing it revealed was that I was feeling powerless and afraid to take risks. I have since rectified that and no longer let myself be "stepped" on and take major life changing risks all the time now. So I don't know what else there would be left. Thanks for trying though, I really appreciate it.