dad and i oftened joke that if some thing happened to one of us the other would contact as soon as they could, i use to laugh and say now dad dont do this to me you know my heart couldnt take it / go see one of your other daughters!will this man that was an angel on earth , so kind so dear, i lost him 2 years ago-- and there has been nothing- that i can tell, i dont even dream of daddy . ( i feel a confort and almost like he is not gone-- perhaps cause i live out of state, but its like he is slowly fading away; sometimes i would smell his hankeys or shirts for his sent of peper ment or spearment gum, or candy , but it all seems to be fading away.is it something i done or maybe daddy knows i just couldnt handle seeing him knowing he is gone??