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well that sounds like it's what you have needed and i'm glad the future's looking brighter for you. i have had no trouble shedding relationships, whoo boy. i'm just holding on to a little seed of good intention through a long winter but it's almost time to plant and start watering. god's plans sure do unfold in unexpected ways sometimes but i really can't find security in it cause I know so many people who it looks like haven't had happy endings.
good luck with the 6 hour kundalinis too!