I had both spinal taps and biofeedback (bodyscan 2010 I think?) tell me about the virus being in my brain, but I knew where it was long before anyone was able to verify it for me. I'm taking homeopathic stuff for epstein barr but it really isn't helping, but im staying positive and hoping that soon it will kick in. I am really going to look into the enerchi art, as I think that will help along with the reiki. Reiki and vizualizing is helping the most, but some days I just get so down and depressed. I just get tired of fighting you know?? Its hard because I'm so young and all my friends are out having the time of thier time and I'm just struggling to fight for mine.