Lapis, thank you for your help, but I have tried everything you said except the chanting. I have been on the raw vegan diet for 10 months now and that has helped more than anything else...but it seems like the virus doesnt want to leave and I'm so scared. Its in my brain tissue and glands. I feel isolated from society because of it, its messed my perception up so bad that I haven't been able to drive for a year and a half. I am only 21 and I'm so depressed. I just want to be free and healthy. hmph....