Yes, I am beginning to feel that way :-(. I've worked so hard the past few years to heal my body from candida and leaky gut. By the grace of God I found a wonderful probiotic this past Fall and was starting to make lots of improvements- I even went back to work part time. But sadly around that same time I had to go and get my Mom to care for her in my home- she had terminal cancer. A few months after that I had to put her into a hospice center where she died a few weeks later. I couldn't eat for those few weeks from the stress of all of it. I lost all my improvement after that ( and lost my job too- jerk boss! ). I just keep praying to God for the answers to regain my health- and I keep trying new things too. I refuse to believe he would let me suffer the rest of my life. Thanks for letting me vent TOO! :-)