Gosh, I don't know what to tell you. I just know that my mother was on various cocktails of chemo that would work for a while and then they would change it again. Her tumor markers would go way down and then creep back up. I know the medications helped to keep her alive as long as she was but she also had an amazing will to live for us kids and her grandchildren. I'm sorry to hear that you have cancer and that it has spread. I will say a prayer for you. Fight with all you have and read all you can about your type of cancer. Be informed like my mother was. Look into hospitals that specialize in metastatic cancers. So many people just listen to what their doctors have to say and live by that. You need to know what is going on in every aspect of your health. Good luck to you.