And never stop feeling, even-as in your case-

feeling may be disturbing
The feelings are the tuner for the soul
and guide us to our unfolding

I have many reservist frinds who have been
called back to active duty
and are either back filling for our
soldiers who were called to Iraq
or are with you-somehwere near

I have sent you as much protection as I can muster in my infancy of this
technique
but I am positive it cannot hurt

Thank you for your input
j