Re: Don't GO!!! :)

Hello Lapis, thank you for your post. :) I have a second occurance squamous cell carcinoma, a very large necrotized vaginal tumor that often bleeds badly, it is also invasive, spread to my breast & possably elsewhere. Doctors said it was inoperable and when I refused chemo and radiation they told me there was nothing more that could do for me, so I am not under a doctor's care, I'm on my own and because I am SO poor I have failed to arrest and reverse the cancer through self treatment. I am refused SSI because I have not worked enough in my life so I have no income at all.

I am homeless, I have been staying with various family a week here and there and in motels with my ex when he is able to secure one for me. My diet is poor, not because I don't know any better, but because I have no means to eat better. I eat the diets of those I am staying with & when in motels am lucky to eat a frozen burrito a day from the quickie-mart.

I have a juicer but no home to use it in. I have a lot of knowledge about natural healing but no money to impliment the things I know. I'd do coffee enemas & wheatgrass implants but 90% of the time I have no privacy. My family isn't exactly sympathetic to my plight nor understanding of the healing methods I believe in. I take lots of vitamins and drink powdered wheatgrass though.

I cannot work now because of the threat of hemorrhage I live under so I made that art site hoping people might care and help but it didn't happen. I was going to use the money to purchase a medical grade ozone machine and go to a Gerson clinic or a Wigmore institute, among other things. I got the idea for the art site from a woman who told me when he wanted to send her daughter on a graduation trip she made just such a site and pulled in thousands of dollars in donations. It's sad that people are so willing to donate money for frivilous things but not to help a dying woman. Oh well.

Thank you very much for reaching out to me Lapis. I appreciate it.

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