You said that it helped to talk about it to people who knew. I was just wondering what their reaction was the first time you told them. I want to talk to them, but i'm afraid of what they will think. It even scares me and i'm the one doing it, so I can't imagine what they would think. I don't want them to think any less of me, or that i'm not the same person they always knew. But, i guess that's just something to talk to them about. Thanks for your advice and prayers.
Meg