Re: PRAYER REQUESTS FOR JULY 10, 2005 Anyone? Post it, We'll Pray!

Hi.

Could you please keep me in prayer. My situation is rather complicated. I need to let go of my very best friend (male). I am female. I've known him for 5 years, and we are extremely close and comfortable. He has always wanted to marry, but I do not feel the same way. He has met someone now, and I am a JEALOUS wreck. Although I don't want him, I don't want anyone else to have him either, and I know that is wrong and not the Lord's way. I have always had to deal with this "Evil" "Wicked" thing called "Jealousy" and it's destroyed many relationships. He is a great guy. Why can't I just be happy for him? We did spend alot of time together, and he gives me alot of possitive attention (which is what I crave since I have low self-esteem). I know I should be looking to the Lord for that.

Anyways, I am 36 and long to marry a strong man of God. I am watching everyone around me meet someone and marry. I feel like I am being left behind and that the Lord has forgotten me. I don't know why he is holding this from me, but it is such a strong desire to marry and finally have children. I cried so much today that I had nothing left inside. If I have to be single for the rest of my life, I would rather God take me now.

Please help.....and please pray.

Thank-u.