Re: How many days!

Yup - but also - I think - I want to get things into perspective. i don't want to be a complete control freak.. I LIKE losing it sometimes - I just want to do that when it's a special occasion - a little of what you fancy and all that. I mean, I think it's good to break rules sometimes - but not as a regular thing. I think I want to be generally in control and not afraid with massive guilt trips if I slip. But I want to indulge in good company at good times not just cos I'm bored and at home. I'm also giving up telly, which feels good as welll!!!
Anyway - good wishes to all of you - I'm for bed now,
Anya
(but I'll check you in the morning!!!)