Re: I screwed up.

You make me laugh! Actually I am so ready for this flush. I went to my chiro a couple times and released alot. I had to get over feeling stupid for greiving over a cat because I thought people would say "it is just a cat". But I realized MOST people are sooooooooooo attached to their animals, my sorrow was normal. But Im doing great. Practicing letting go. I NEVER in my life thought this would be so hard. But I would never take back the wonderful year with him and I am soooooooooooo glad we rescued him.

No more junk. Im usually so good. I wont be tempted anymore. And I dont even feel the normal guilt. Just movin on. So as long as teh junk doesnt mess up my flush Im going for it. Yes my liver is clogged with trauma. That is why this time I cried alot. Feels so much better than holding it in and saves in doctor bills!

Katie