Hi, I have a suggestion that will be very different than anything you will see here. Check out the site www.lenair.com, because the woman whose site that is actually removes addictions. No meetings or classes or willpower. She works on an energetic level and removes the underlying causes of addictions. Yeah, I know it sounds pretty out there, but I know people who have seen her and just don't drink anymore. It isn't a long program or anything, just three visits...usually over the course of a week or two. Anyways, check it out and see what you think. Can't hurt. Good luck, you have a lot of life to look forward to!