What do I do?

I don't know if I should be as worried as I am, but I am scared I'm back to Anorexia. I was Ana when I was 15 and now, after years of being "okay", I am so worried about my weight and I am so stressed out about what and when to eat. I feel so strongly that I won't be happy until I'm really skinny like I was when I was 15. The problem is, I want to be in control and I know that Anorexia is anything but control. Is it really possible to become Anorexic again! After so many years!??

I don't want to upset my family again either, I can't go through that again. I also dealt with Bulimia and my Dad was beside himself that his daughter was actually sick. I can't deal with anyone knowing. I feel like I'll wait until I can drive and am working full time {I'm moving in September} and then I'll get help on my own.

Will I get worse by then? I don't know what to do.

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