What do I do? 
kayle
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I don't know if I should be as worried as I am, but I am scared I'm back to Anorexia. I was Ana when I was 15 and now, after years of being "okay", I am so worried about my weight and I am so stressed out about what and when to eat. I feel so strongly that I won't be happy until I'm really skinny like I was when I was 15. The problem is, I want to be in control and I know that Anorexia is anything but control. Is it really possible to become Anorexic again! After so many years!??
I don't want to upset my family again either, I can't go through that again. I also dealt with Bulimia and my Dad was beside himself that his daughter was actually sick. I can't deal with anyone knowing. I feel like I'll wait until I can drive and am working full time {I'm moving in September} and then I'll get help on my own.
Will I get worse by then? I don't know what to do.
Kayle
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- Re: What do I do? blissfulbeachgirll
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This is a reply to # 370,690how old are you now?
i think it is very admirable that you can actually recognize that you might be falling back into your old habits.. it's hard for most people to actually see what they're doing to themselves. but if you're anything like the rest of us, i highly doubt that you'll "get help on your own"...there is never going to be a time when you feel "sick enough" or "skinny enough" to actually seek help. i can understand not wanting to upset your family, but it would be better to take steps toward getting better with them by your side, instead of doing it alone.
i would talk to your mom...
or, i guess, wait until they notice your old behaviors are picking up again. :/
good luck :)
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- Re: What do I do? kayle
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This is a reply to # 370,691Hi, I am only 18 years old now, but have been "recovered" for a few. I don't think I can tell my family about this, I wish there was a way to cure myself alone before it becomes serious again. I am really scared, but I am lost in this. Hmm, I feel hopeless.
- Re: What do I do? kayle
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