Kevin, you're lucky...

You might not agree with me on this right now but down the road I think you will. You're young & your health has gone to sh!t. What a blessing! You caught it early! Lots of folks suffer from chronic health conditions for years and never catch on! You have youth on your side & access to the tools that will allow you to heal yourself! Be grateful! This is a turning point in your life.
Yeah, I'm sure old Ronald McDonald did you no good. Them hamburglars definitely got in on ya.
There's a book you need to read. "Fast Food Nation". You will learn how fast food culture is killing us on many levels. That book will definitely open your eyes.
Hopefully your despondency can be transformed into justifiable anger.
You can do this. :)