"I do truly believe that *as in ying/ yang,
everything is in balance,
there really is no *good or bad*
the so called *shadow self *
is there to challenge and grow thru and experience,
but if you do not move past the experience,
then it will trap you in a cycle until you
*complete the course so to speak *
The same is true on being only in spirit nonstop,
without allowing physical merging."
Very beautifully written.
i'm not sure where the 'aversions to things' came in. I thought i read in your note once that when there were loud vibrations - people walking/thumping heavily for example - that it made your head hurt. this shared symptom is why i sent you that note actually.