Then Welcome to curezone! I wish you had a nick name, numbers are so cold and I have tendency to distrust them right off, since many of the people who troll this place use them! Any name will do , just a tip to receive better responses to your post!
I hope you stick around, you sound like a very couragious person and Im sure you will find people very helpful here , especially once we get to know you!
Sorry if these first responses seemed a bit tart! And we misunderstood your true intentions. Chaz