#37610, Here are your kind & encouraging words! :-)

I'm not a doctor, but I am a 58 year old seasoned health counselor, with 28 years experience in natural healing,
and have devoted my life to helping people at no charge whatsoever.
From your post, it is easy to see that you have a lot of stress
in your life...and not enough joy. You also have been through
3 miscarriages with your wife. That alone, is devastating and
enough stress to cause you health problems.
But I really don't feel like you have anything very serious
going on here. When you wake up in the morning, you say you
feel like you're basically ok, physically...but by evening,
(after the stress of THAT day, by the way) you are convinced you
have cancer. So first of all, I'm pretty sure, you don't have
cancer...so take a deep breath...and just relax for a minute.
I'm not familiar at all with Poland...what you have access to,
etc. Is it possible that you could buy a mini trampoline (we
have them here at our Walmart..a big discount store...for $20)
and could you also buy a bottle of Primal Defense..(you can order
that over the internet from Garden of Life for about $45)...
And do you have health food stores, there? Because you need
a bottle of Triphala....(you can just type that in and do a
search...and find a source for that...I buy ours at the local
health food store...and it sells here for about $8.00)

The mini trampoline will do wonders for your lymph system...just
bounce on it for about 10 minutes a day...your feet never have
to leave the ground. It's about 36 inches in diameter...so
you can set it just about anywhere. In the states, a lot of
people put it in front of the tv...to bounce. The mini
trampoline is so good for your health. The list of health benefits is huge!
The Primal Defense is good for the tummy and digestive system.
Start slow with that...one in the morning...one at night...
and work up to 3 or 4 a day if you want. You will notice an
improvement in your tummy problems within one week.
The Triphala is also for the tummy...and will even kind of
rejuvenate the colon. It is WONDERFUL!!! It's a natural
product made from fruits. Has a tendency to have a laxative
effect...but it will do wonders for your colon. Take 3 a day...
and you can take them all at once.

I am a big promoter of the Hallelujah Acres program. You can
read all about it by going to their website www.hacres.com.
The website is just full of information...you can subscribe
to their newsletter...it's free...and there are oodles of
testimonials on the website. There are also wonderful books,
etc you can buy. I highly recommend "Gods Way To Ultimate Health" by Rev George Malkmus. I have over 200 books on
natural healing and this is one of my very favorites. The book
sells for about $20 and can be ordered from their website.
They ...and I...believe we can restore our bodies to health
using foods. Mainly raw foods. But the diet is absolutely
wonderful and I have seen it turn around everything from
arthritis to terminal cancer. So I encourage you to go to
that website as soon as you can and read some of the testimonials. AND NOT BECAUSE I THINK YOU HAVE CANCER...I DO
NOT THINK THAT!!!! I think you are simply suffering for too
much stress...you adrenals are exhausted...your lymph is
congested...your colon probably needs help from the 2 things
I mentioned above.

And lastly...but definitely...not the least important...you
need to FIND WAYS to bring more joy into your life....you and
your wife together. Neither life...or marriage...is a free
ride to blissfulness. You have to "work" at having a good
marriage...and you have to "do things" that will bring joy
into your life. For instance, I know, before marriage, you
obviously "dated" you wife...but how long has it been since
you've been on a "date" as husband and wife...just a fun date...
hiking...or a movie...or dinner out. Don't sit around and
wait for happiness to knock on your door...because it isn't
going to happen. If you feel you need more happiness in
your life...and who couldn't use MORE...then MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!
I'm getting way too long...if you need more info on anything...
just ask. Even on "making life more fun" My husband and I
have been together 41 years...and we are each others best
friends...we are both approaching 60...but we go hiking...
we garden...we go out to dinner...we go to flea markets...
we are both retired, and are around the house together all day
every day...but we have many MANY belly laughs during the day.
We live life to the fullest...and you can to. Just yell if I
can help.
Have a geat day and a better tomorrow. kathryn