I don't really mind being alone..but..

when things come up, I realize that it does suck not having 1 single friend. Like a concert I really want to go to. Of course I can go alone but it's not even in my area, I could drive but I don't have much driving experience and I'm actually kind of scared to take a bus. I could get to that state but then there's bus switching to get to the place.

I've posted on boards all month asking if anyone was interested in going or had the same problem as me and not one single reply. I know I am going to feel much worse in another week if I'm sitting here, home, alone, on the internet once again missing out on something I really, really want to do because of the no friends thing. I thought getting a car would solve this problem, but it took longer than expected to get one and I don't really think 2 weeks driving experience is enough to get me there. The singer has been such an inspiration to me and it would really mean something to me to see them in person. Any other band I wouldn't care so much about..there have been others I haven't been able to see and would've loved too. But this guy is different.

Ah well. I don't know what I'm going to do. Just felt like venting/ranting. :/