Thank you, you have a way with words. I could see that when I read about your NDE.
Jack (my ex) told me the only reason why he's not trying to get us back together right now is because his life is mixed up, and he's leaving soon. I agree with you, and plan to move on.. but I know myself, and I know I'm going to end up waiting for him deep inside. I don't want to end up waiting forever. He's going to meet a lot of people when he travels the world for 4 years, and we plan on writing to each other.
I also wanted to tell you that your NDE had a very significant impact on me. Before I read that, I feared that life after death was eternal nothingness. Now I'm not so sure... :)