i am not sure exactly. I love her, she makes me feel like no other, just by talking to her, which is all I have really done. this isnt like something i can choose, i know that if we are not together, i will be totally devastated, and may never really recover. This is such a hard thing to explain, as it does sound ludicrous. She is so much a part of me it is actually scary :P
i need her, but
im not sure if i can last thru it all, emotionally and physically..
thanks for the responses guys. keep em coming. i need advice!