Advice Please!!!!!!!! My only hope!!!!

I've recently accepted my Bi-sexuality, and fell in love with my best (also male) friend, who also is in love with me :)
This is all good but......well the way we did this is complicated at first it was just drunken exparamentation, and then we started doing it when we weren't drunk. During this time we have never talked about it and had feelings for eachother only on the inside. Well then we did talk about it (thank god) and everything got a lot more comfortable we told eachother how we felt and started a kind of relationship (man this is a long story!). Anyway it gets more compicated, Both of us are still in high school and in no way ready to come out. In fact he has a girlfriend so there is no way we can show our feelings for eachother except in complete privacy. Athough he has no real intrest in this girl and it keeps away any suspitions it kills me to not be able to express my emotions and I often wonder if the love gos both ways although I know it does. Its just that in public I guess I ecpect too much from him and when he can't show intrest in me I get discouraged. How can I keep this relationship togather? or any thoughts or advice would help. thanks D.S 02742 Tweet