Still in love.

THis was in response to here4you from before.

And if I say that she is the right person and that There's no one I 'd rather be with? It's not being alone that I'm so down about, it's I'm not with the person who I miss and think about all the time everyday, whom I day by day realize more and more how much she meant to me and it just gets to me. Once in a while, a flashback comes forward and I have to excuse myself from places to cry a little alone. Even before I met her, I would describe this dream girl to my friends and they would tell me how hard it is to find such a person. And then my wish finally came true and it was the best time in my life, being with her. Then it suddenly ended and right now, I feel like I 've been betrayed by God. Sometimes, I wonder how I"m ever supposed to move on when I'm still so in love with her. Recently it got too unbearable and I sent her a letter. Just saying how troubled I was without her and if she could reconsider. it's been a few days and she hasn't replied. I'll wait some more, but even if she receives it, what are the chances are that she'll respond? Should I call her or something? we haven't spoken to eachother for months. Tweet