I know, sweetie, that's why it's important that you give your body what it needs to get rid of that stuff. :) B vits, MSM, Livatone Plus, electrolytes, all serve to give the liver what it needs to breakdown toxins into something less toxic. Massage will help that process immensely - plenty of the chemicals you've been exposed to are stored in adipose/fatty tissues. And keep up your oxygen intake! Your muscles need lots of oxygen. Did you ever start any H202 therapy? I don't remember if we ever discussed that one, I think it would be a help.