I hope you can handle DMT. Any negativity or fear tends to rear its head 10000000 fold. You may wanna wait a while yet. It cracks the veil of reality big time. You lose your indentity and often end up experienceing from new and very differnt perspectives while losing your reference point. It comes on like Jack the Bear (fast) and is extremely intense (mores so than LSD by a long shot) This is considered one of the most intense experiences one can have (substance wise). It deserves a massive amount of respect. MASSIVE! You also need a sitter. The experience lasts about 20 to 30 minutes but can feel like a lifetime in some cases.