Thanks for the post, many of the things you said are resonating with me and that wouldn't have been the case a few months ago. I don't want to come across as religious either and find sharing this kind of stuff a little awkward. I have always known that 'good' and 'evil' exists but have struggled with religion (Man's interpretation of God's word). I have always have a spiritual side and am only now really starting to explore it (took this illness to get me searching!).
I do feel that developing a relationship with God is playing a LARGE role in my recovery. For me, I am findng that I have to heal the body and the mind and the soul. Gotta have all 3 to get it done right I think.
-Craig
By the way, most of us engineers are weird birds to start with. Now, with this vision of a woman, I'm off the chart! ;) I joke, but I tell you it was real!