Re: help me for my birthday
I really wish you luck with our your problems in that things get better. I would also like to ask you if you know Jesus. If you don't this would be a great time to ask Him to come into your life, and take care of you. He is awesome, He won't let you down.
I urge you to go to the next church service this Sunday, and pray to Jesus Christ, asking for His forgiveness, and asking Him to help you with everything that's going on with you. Also, make sure you talk with someone at church to pray with you, and they can also lead you to the abundance of God's loving mercy. Trust me, it's great.
I have been there where you have been. I was never settled down really; if I wasn't living with someone, I was moving every year or two. I didn't finish college for years, dragging my feet. (I have since graduated) But until I gave my life to Jesus, and the miraculous change He did for me, I was lost, walking in a dark world with nothing really to call my own. Now things are much better: I have stable housing, all of my needs are met *everyday*, I am recovering from alcohol addiction, and I have great relationships now more so than I had in the past. Even mended a few torn relationships. So, trust me, I can relate. Trust in God, and things *will* work out.
Love and Blessings,
aj