Is your god that insecure that he needs to create slaves to worship him? Perhaps the phrase "sucking up out of fear" should be substituted for worship?
It's just a fear trap and someday you will rise out of it. It takes courage and most of all personal responsibility. Once you figure out cause and effect, and that you create your own reality out of your thoughts and they way you utilize them, then you will undertsnd the greater reality that swallows this little subroutine (collective lie) whole. *gulp*