yellow fog, black comedy

Cataract eye drops for humans (not dogs) are STILL unavailable. I am now living in a "yellow fog" due to accumulation of damaged proteins in the lens nucleus. Long ago, after top eye professionals told me they don't want to cure cataract, only to operate it - which they continue to say today - and in the wake of successful experiments with so many different cataract reversal eye drops, since around 1950, about all of which the eye profession deny any knowledge or if they did notice the successful results, which they conveniently forgot about, never testing any of them clinically - I decided never, never to allow them to destroy my eye lens. I doubt, if they had access to surgery, that few people - if anybody - could bear to live on Planet Earth in this living hell. Will I one day get my sight back without sacrificing my natural lenses, and their superior power of accommodation, and without sacrificing my soul for what I know to be right?