its not paranoia when they are really out to get you. but i have no delusions and no overt actions against me. im attacked same as all are - to dumb us down with chemicals and propaganda and withhold real truth. im no different than anyone else in that regard. so i probably arent hitting the nail on the head or causing them any grief. if i were, i would know and it wouldnt do me any good to tell about it, would it?