Doctor could not help, threw me out.

I saw a doctor today, he said he couldn't smell anything. I told him I was depressed and couldn't live like this.. he said he couldn't help me. He told me not to come back there again and I was shocked. He said he had other patients. He said he could write me a prescription for Xanax to help me... I said no.

I am just done with life. I don't know what to do. I've tried everything. At this point I don't even know if it's candida. Maybe it's TMAU? How am I supposed to know? No one will help me. No one cares about me. I am just done.

I have tried the diet, tried all the supplements you can name, tried Diflucan. I have no idea what to do anymore except give up on life. Nothing I do helps. Maybe I was meant to smell this bad? Maybe God just hates me and wants to see me suffer? Why am I even alive? I can't live. People do not understand what I'm going through, they think I just don't shower. I can't make friends, I can't even sit next to someone without feeling like garbage. I am tearing up just typing this. I am done. Tweet