Re: I don't know where to turn and I'm in need of direction, I'm losing hope...something is eating me alive.

this happened to a close loved one I knew... it was so sad to watch her suffer in this way. but I promise you it was not a disease of the body OR the mind. It was because she was told the right way (to obey God and actually practice upon it) and she denied the truth. not long after she had similar to what your experiencing.

I have heard of the same thing happen to a man after he mistreated his mother: his leg suddenly went gangrene and worms would drop out of him everywhere he went to the point that people stopped socialising with him as he would need newspaper put under his leg when he visited and sludgy green stuff would be everywhere.

BELIEVE ME... this is a spiritual disease. you need to sincerely find the true creator and obey Him. don't doubt that He could create everything in the whole universe and everything ever created... He is capable of this, He is allowing this, more to the point He is choosing this to happen to you. BUT...

consider it a blessing that He is choosing for you to have a chance to be guided it you choose.

Its not hippy-shit. its 100% legit. Science can't and won't prove it... but just ask 'whoever' the creator to be to guide you to the ultimate truth.

Peace to you and may He cure you. Tweet