Please, I need some serious help.

I sent this message to ICU. I am in need of some serious help. This is serious or I wouldn't be here again looking for help. I appreciate all the last responses I received last time I posted here. I thought I had this under control but you'll see by my message to ICU, well, things have gotten really horrible for me. I am now permantely disabled because these parasites are destroying my entire body. I didn't list all the things going on with me. I didn't even post the pictures I have of what these things have done to my lip, my gums, the places on my legs but if anyone would like me to I will, just so you can see how they are destroying my well being over all. I'm so depressed, even to the point of concerned depression. Hi ICU, I posted here a few months ago looking for help. I've done LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS of research. I've done what's been suggested to me for my extremely serious battle with parasites. I thought I may have been to the point of calling a truce but I was wrong. I'm almost to the point of giving up and would if ...... I feel like I'm being eaten from the inside out. And now they are coming out. But with a vengeance and they are ruthless and I feel as if I'm consumed by them and it's almost eerie, but becoming one of them. They are taking over, I swear. Do I sound nuts? Everyone in my life thinks I am and even my own partner of 10 years who has not nor will he, take responsibility of opening my eyes to what parasites and candida are, had me research this, supported me up until a few weeks back... well he told me last night I belong in the looney bin. He's totally written me off in the parasite world and suggests I get all the blood tests to find out that maybe it's not parasites. I feel totally alone and isolated. I am so physically ill I feel like I'm dying. They are disfiguring my face now, taking over my nose, ears, gums, teeth, cheeks, throat, beginning to go into my eyes, I'm losing my hair, gaining fat, losing the elasticity of my skin. I have sealed over worm holes and scars on my right thigh, right calf, my butt and now I have a huge open hole in my chin. My throat is literally closing off and my entire inside of mouth is growing over with what I believe egg larvae. I have pulled little white stringy things out of sores in the outside of my nostrils. Then it would bleed, I'd push out white tiny round white things, then more blood would come, then white puss stuff, more eggs, greyish liguid, then there would be nothing, then the hole would clear up, a film grow over it, then it's like nothing was there! Same thing in my gums, cheek, lips, which I had a really bad swolen lower lips, open, with the worst burning pain until I started putting orajel on it to numb the pain. Then I noticed the white worming things scramble out, then the egg looking things, the white pus, then grey liquid, and blood, then nothing! What I've noticed with my chin worm hole is that this one doesn't want to go away, not with peroxide, ivermectin, albenzodole, NOTHING! And I push the eggy things out, but then around the hole it gets all hard and white with more of those egg things. Sorry this is so jumbled up and probably confusing. I'm feeling really dizzy, sick, my chin sore hurts, my ears are ringing, my eyes are cloudy, ears itch , nose itchs, have a lump in my throat. Honestly I want to die and never feel like this ever ever again. Tried to bring it up to my primary and he would have nothing to do with this, even when I brought big worm samples from my diarriah. I'm going to send this now. Please help me and ask more questions you need to know. I can be more specific. Would take forever to type out if I included more details to this. Sorry about my spelling. And my grammer. I don't care right now. Hope to hear from you soon. I have pics if you want. Tweet