Actually I have never been under another name here on CZ. I have a lot of friends from CZ who I have had for years. Some of them loved contributing to what they went through and experienced in an effort to help others. Some have left because of being harassed.
I find it condescending of you to try to edit my experience and what happened to me. There are some very sick people here seeking answers. They have gone through horrible experiences and me expressing exactly had bad I felt and how hard it was is real. You will not diminish my experience or who I am just because it makes you feel superior.