Water fasting determination

Hello guys! I am embarking on my 2nd Water Fast tmr. My 1st Water Fast lasted 18 days, even though i initially aimed for 40 days (spiritual reasons) I have tried to start this 2nd "redeeming fast" for a month now, but can't seem to get past the 2nd day!

I am feeling so frustrated with myself. I would really love the support to carry out the 2nd one smoothly and successfully, for i have had wondrous results the last time.

I would love if you would pray for me. And i would love to sharw my stories and update my progress for you.