Re: Day five is almost done...
Dear LN,
I'm so sorry to hear about your mom, and the struggles you are having. Along with cleansing, I truly believe your mind and spirit must be in a place for the cleansing to be truly effective. It should be a time of rest, reflection, and healing -- as you are not only cleansing your body, this is a time to clear your mind. You're not in that place right now :(
While you can go on cleansing your body, I don't think you will get the results desired if you are suffering in mind and spirit. I'm not saying to go off the cleanse, but this is why you feel worse than in past cleanses.
Now is the time to focus on your feeling and deal with your mother's illness. If you can do the cleanse at the same time - then by all means go for it. But ultimately, do what you feel is right and what will bring you peace and contentment. This should not be a struggle?
Hang in there, and I'll keep you in my thoughts.
Melanie