I was reading that muscle twitching is a nutritional deficiency but I forget which one...
Iodine cured my tachycardia and my yeast.
Don't eat cabbage raw. Steam it instead.
Drink Apple Pineapple Beet Celery Juice with a dash of lemon and a shot of ginger.
I can relate to this~
"Im starting to see suicide as a form of freedom, sometimes i think i should just go get a large amount of heroin and shoot it up and fade off into the abyss..."
But I encourage you to procrastinate for as long as possible and do the cleansing first.
You've got to cleanse and you will feel much better.