Yes, I do want to get better..and yes, I am in a state of sheer panic and anxiety almost daily. My muscles in weird places will twitch, especially when laying on them or after using them. I have no strength, feels like I am not getting any blood to my limbs, it's pretty bad. My vision has also been affected already. I "feel" them crawling in my ears, nose, anus..I even got one out of my ear, so small I can't even take a picture of it. I will try your link, and thank you.